Former porn addict helps others ‘reboot’ their lives
Gabriel Deem was just eight years old when he read his first porn magazine. By 10, he was watching it on cable and by the time he was 12, he was hooked online.
Ten years later, he realized he was an addict and that it was destroying his life.
“I didn’t even realize it was a problem until I couldn’t function sexually,” Deem says. “I got with a beautiful girl who I found extremely attractive [but] when I got with her, I couldn’t feel anything. I couldn’t get an erection.”
He’s cute. Won’t mind showing him what a real erection is.
I laughed at this. My mother had bought about six issues of Playgirl and I sniffed those thing out when I was 10 or 11. I still remember most of what was in them.
I enjoy creating adult erotica or call it, “creating the fantasy” when editing videos. Taking a sex scene be it a solo, duo or group scene and turn it into something a “step up”… quality adult entertainment. But agree MrDeiz, for me to actually go to a site, be it ours or any number of other sites, I don’t “watch” porn.
Sure, I had a porn addiction growing up and into adulthood. But back when I was a kid I didn’t have the luxury of logging onto a computer. Without giving away my age, watching a porn movie at home involved waiting 'til the parents were gone, getting out my fathers Bell & Howell projector, and spinning some 16 millimeter loops that I got from an adult bookstore. It was like being an alcoholic and going out to the bar, as my primary choices for porn were seedy peep-shows, bookstores, and movie theatres, of course I procured a pretty hefty magazine collection as well. It was a real boon when the VHS tape came out, but I will say that was all quelled when I started producing my own porn, but I’ve never had any erectile disfunction, even after a four hour erection